I've been oversleeping this entire week, I've set my alarm as usual but I always sleep through them all and missed this entire weeks worth of class!

WHAT THE FUCK!?

Not only that all of my weeks assignment especially my speech assignment I've been procrastinating until the very last minute or I haven't done it at all!

And what really freaks me out the most is that I find myself not caring. I do still care and worry somewhat about my grades and absences but another part of me just doesn't and I don't really get that dropping gut feeling like I use to when I missed a class (Shut up if you think I'm nerdy) or when I didn't do an important assignment.

It wasn't until today actually when I woke up to find out it was already 12:54 and I just missed my entire math class and half of my Literature class.

I don't really know what to do other than trying to set up an appointment with the college counselor or something and figure out a solution to my 'I've stopped caring and my might unconsciously/consciously put myself on a failure's path by flunking out of college'.

I somehow think this might be some freakish part of college depression and not some mysterious unconscious feeling of apathy. Next thing I know I'll be overdosing in my room and rotting there until my room-mates question my whereabouts.

Or it could be I just had a bad week and I'm being an over-reacting asshole.

-MoMo-